Speaking Freely from My Thoughts

OHH BABYYY!!! I recently met this guy & we’ve hit it off really REALLY REALLY really well. We’re practically inseparable. He’s just like me & just so amazing. I feel like I’m living in a dream. In a way, I’m kinda waiting for something bad to happen, it’s sad but true, because I don’t feel like I deserve him. He’s too good to be true sometimes. This past sunday, he took me to Rim of The World near arrowhead. It was nothing romantic, but more of a breather & just to get away kinda thing. I opened up to him a lot while we were up there & for once cried, while telling him about my past. He was so supportive of everything. The best thing about him is HE UNDERSTANDS ME. He finishes my sentences & we can look into each other eyes & have a full conversation without saying anything. It sounds like a fairy tale or what seems like its going to be a summer romance right? That’s what I’m saying. Fairy Tale Summer Romance or not, He’s here & I’m sooo happy God sent him to me. His name is Brian<3

Drinking REDLINE EXTREME @ Newport Beach.

my RAY J.<3

I’m his Tila.(clearly I look nothing like Tila…lol I really don’t even know why that’s my nickname from him but I’ll take it)

Tila&Ray J. 

So its been a while since I last updated. Here are some pictures for now.

Jenny’s 19th at Geisha House

Jenn’s 22nd at Banana Bay

Party in LB with my Roll Dog & Michelle

Clubbing at Les Deux

Downtown LA event for ChubbyBoob

Random Roomiie Kickback

Besides all the fun, my grandpa passed always april 6th. Police say it was a natural death, I say it Jesus took back one of his sons because his duty on earth was complete. My best friend Chris and I are no long best friends due to immaturity in both of us. Hopefully in the future we can rekindle but until then, I wish him all the best. Everything has been great.<3