She’s the best person I know. She has been through so much through her 16 years of living. She has so much determination, perseverance, and so much resilience. She has taught me so much about life and she’s my inspiration in life. She’s the best LITTLE big SISTER I could ask for & I wouldn’t trade her for the world. I’d take a bullet for her any day & donate ANY organ if she would ever need it. She brings the sunshine out from a rainy day.
Marian is her name & she’s AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL<3
"I miss you so much Mei-mei. Words can not describe to you how much I truly love you. There’s so much I want to tell you & so much I want to show you. I know this must be a really hard time for you right now because mom is working her 3 jobs, dad is sick & is still working, our brother is going to school and working, and as for your older sister, she’s once again away at school studying. I just wanted you to know that you have inspired me to do so much in my life you have no idea. I wish I could give & show you the world. I wish I could be there at every doctor visit you go to, wish I could be there to tuck you in every night before you go to sleep, wish I could give you my lungs so you wouldn’t have to use the oxygen tank, my arms & hands & fingers so that you can do what you want with them, & my legs & feet so that you can run and walk and do whatever you want. I want to give you my life. If it were that simple, I would do it in a heartbeat. My life may seem perfect, but trust me my dearest little sister, my life is far from it. You have not only inspired me to be a nurse but you have given me a new perspective in life. When I look at you, I see such an amazing, beautiful person- words can not even describe the beauty that I see in you. I can not imagine my life without you. I still remember when you were in the ICU summer 2008. It was one of the scariest moments in my life because I really thought I was going to lose my little sister. With all of those tubes and medicine you had hooked up to your body. And now when I look at you, you’re healthy & smiling, happy as can be Mom tells me & I am just so thankful to God for everything he did that summer. I know death can be a scary thing for you. You don’t have to be scared. Trust in the Lord with all Your Heart. I know it’s easier said than done, but trust me He will never ever, ever leave you. I know all these words may seem like something bad is going to happen but it’s just a little bit of encouragement in case you needed some right now. I’ll be home in 10 days Marian & I can’t wait to be reunited with you Mei-mei. Hang in there little one…we’re nearly there!!”
With all the Love in the World & much more than you can Imagine<3
Another year of giving thanks to & for everything. Seems like yesterday we were just saying our first thanks at the table with family. Unfortunately this year, I am not with my family back in California. However, Thanksgiving is not going uncelebrated in my life this year. In fact, its been celebrated all through this year. I am currently in Chicago with my lovely AU sisters Kristine & Gervea. I am so blessed to have met them at my new school in Michigan. Its been a while since I’ve updated on here because I’ve been so busy with school. I must say though these past couple of months have been kind of rough, being away from family & all but it’s crazy because in less than 2 weeks, I’ll be back at home with my family, best friends, & boyfriend<3 Yes you heard me right, My boyfriend and I got back together & we have never been more happy. I guess you can say everything in my life is going AWESOMELY GREAT right now. I am so thankful that I am still alive & breathing. There are way too many things in my life that I am grateful and thankful for. Here are so pictures from this past school year. (more to come!!)
More to come…for now…ENJOY YOUR THANKSGIVING WITH THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE & CHERISH EVERY MOMENT YOU HAVE WITH THEM<3